Hi, again.

I’m sorry it’s been a while. I’ve missed writing to you, No One. Life has been – well, life. And it’s distracted me to say the least. But I want to start writing to you again. I know I always say that, but I honestly want to. This is a therapeutic process for me that I’ve been missing in my life for far too long at this point.

So this is my first try at getting back at it. Wish me luck, No One. I want to do this for you, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t doing this right now for myself.

 

-Hope xoxo

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Always borrow money from a pessimist. He won’t expect it back.”

-Oscar Wilde

Podcasts

Hey, No One, so y’all know that I love to give recommendations to y’all so today I wanted to recommend a few of my favorite podcasts that I like to listen to. I really haven’t been into podcasts for a very long time, but I definitely have my favorites now.

So in no particular order here are some of my favorite podcasts:

Forgive the fact that the majority of them are YouTubers, it’s such a huge part of my life that I really can’t ignore and it seeps into lots of other parts of my life.

-Hope xoxo

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my beautiful friend, A, today at our lunch

Shot me out of the sky, you’re my kryptonite.

-One Direction

Sick Thoughts

I am completely sick yet again. I feel like this a trend. About a month out from every concert with my band, I get horribly sick. It is so annoying. I literally spent all morning just laying around the house being miserable until I HAD to go to rehearsal.

While rehearsal was fun and I enjoyed myself there were two things that bothered me today. First was obviously that I feel like a piece of crap and my body wanted me to go home the second I got there. The second was I just felt uneasy. Maybe it was the sickness, but I felt uncomfortable with my band for the first time in a long time. I don’t know, I just wish people were more straight forward and direct with their thoughts. Not just my fellow band members, but just everyone in general.

We don’t speak our minds enough. I think people are too worried about hurting each other. And while I completely understand that side, I think it’s more detrimental to relationships to hold that shit in.

-Hope xoxo

Energy

Potential energy.

Prospect for a great future. Thinking of what could be instead of what is.

Kinetic energy.

Movement. Passion. Nothing can stop your momentum.

Caffeinated.

Happy. Energy.

Exhausted 

I’m so tired and I don’t even know why. I love you, my No One, but I’m too tired to write much more. Goodnight ❤ 

-Hope xoxo 

  

Unedited

I really pride myself on letting myself speak freely and openly on the Internet. I say what I mean and what I am thinking and I try not to edit myself too much.

My sister and I have made now two almost entirely unedited videos of us just talking for my VEDA series on my YouTube channel. Besides the spelling and grammar check, I don’t filter or rethink what I write on here.

I believe that if you don’t have anything nice to say then don’t say anything at all and I believe that THAT is the greatest filter there is.

What about you, No One? Do you edit yourself and your content that you put out onto the Internet? And I’m talking like finely editing videos or wording and rewording phrases for blogs or whatever. Let me know!

-Hope xoxo

my bass that I bought yesterday at Guitar Center :D

my bass that I bought yesterday at Guitar Center 😀

There’s no man or woman. Just human, man.”

-Wes Haskell

Know your own happiness. You want nothing but patience- or give it a more fascinating name, call it hope.”

-Jane Austen, Sense and Sensibility