Feeling Crazy for Feeling Crazy
Do you ever feel like that? Today I was definitely feeling it. Maybe it’s just the people that I was with, but something just wasn’t clicking today and I felt very excluded and confused. Was it my own doing? Is this even a real thing? No one else seems to be acting like I should be taking all of this personally, yet here I am – taking it personally. I just wanted to be home, all day, but I wasn’t until around eight o’clock tonight. Which yeah, fucking pissed me off. I hate feeling stuck in not the most comfortable of situations and I just wanted to be home. And now that I am home, I’ve been studying for a midterm that I have tomorrow.
I just fucking need a hug, No One. I don’t know why today has been so not okay, but it was and I just want someone to tell me it’s okay for feeling upset, yet no one has validated my feelings.
I just want to be alone for a week without anything to do and anyone to talk to. Then I’d be okay.
Posted on March 16, 2015, in Hope's Commentary and tagged confused, crazy, daily, daily blog, daily blogger, exhausted, i tried, leave me alone, me, people, tired, today, tried. Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.